These last few months have been tough for me. Not that they haven’t been for anyone else. I’ve gone on a few trips, changed my skin care routine and I still haven’t sat down and made the time to update things on here. Am I losing motivation? Most definitely. Losing energy too? Absolutely.
However, I feel as though I’m starting to get my groove back. I have motivation again to dedicate my time and energy into this blog. Even though at this point I have barely any followers. Still, I push on.
Towards the end of November and beginning of December, my family was thrown through the ringer. Covid-19 struck and it struck HARD. Even now, months later, I still find myself struggling to get through this post. At least 12 people in my family had Covid-19 at the same time. 5 of of those people were in the hospital. Only 1 made it out alive.
I lost 2 Great Aunts and both of my grandparents. Even now months later, it still doesn’t feel real. I sincerely hope none of you have endured loss like this. Now on to the next loss of my life. My mom.
I’ve been sitting here trying to figure out what to say. I only have a few words. Huntington’s Disease. It’s not well known or common. I’ve actually never met anyone else who’s had it. It’s a degenerative cell disease that affects the nervous system. Similar to Alzheimer’s, Lou Gehrig’s, Parkinson’s and so on. I would love to have more time with my mom.
Anyways, I have been struggling to write my last few trips. I will however prevail and finish them soon. Please have trust in me!