I think like most people this year, I myself have had many ups and downs. January 3rd was the last day at my job and thus began my journey to starting my own business. This was something I had been wanting to do for a a very long time. Mostly because I have a hard time getting along with people. Not because I’m a terrible person or anything, but because I like things done a certain way.
Then March comes along and daaaaaamn so does the virus. This in my mind was the worst possible time to have started my own business. Money was tight, but the one thing saving me was the fact that nothing was open and there was no where for me to go and spend any spare money.
Oh hey and then there’s April. The end of my relationship. After 2 and a half years of dating (I know it’s really not that long), my boyfriend decides to text me and ask for “a break”. Yeah okay, I knew he meant a break up, but that’s beside the point. He wasn’t even “man” enough to end things in person. Whatever. I’ve since moved on. By move on, I definitely don’t mean I’ve found ‘Someone New’. I just mean I have since realized how toxic of a person he was to be around. I don’t know how I made it as long as I did.
July. Ex-boyfriend from 3 years ago gets a hold of me. He apologizes to me for all the crap he put me through. WOAH! Never saw that one coming. We have since become good friends, nothing more of course.
End of July-Beginning of August. New guy contacts me and asks me out. I’m super excited! Yeaaaaaaah, that didn’t last long. Guys, why must you worry so much!? It’s not a bad thing of course, but I hate that shit! I couldn’t go more than 5 minutes without talking before he would freak out and assume he did something to piss me off. Did ya ever think maybe I was just focusing on the TV?
September, WOOOOOOOOO! My birthday is in September. The big old 28 years old. I know it’s really not that bad, but still. I thought my life would be a little more figured out by now. I’m single, renting a small apartment and not even close to settling down. Say what!? I have one more year before I can buy a house because of the whole starting my own business crap. I wish I could buy one now. My poor dog can’t handle walking up to my 3rd floor apartment anymore. She’s 8 years and 8 months old at this point. I just want the best for her. I wish I had a big fenced in yard for her to roam.
Almost forgot to say Hello Autumn!!!! It’s my favorite season! At least for those of us in the Northern Hemisphere.
Well I guess this is it for now. Damn I feel like I super vented right now. Sorry for the long post guys. I’m still trying to figure out how I want to run things right now. Ta-Ta for now!
-Taylor Allyn
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